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Post by caban13 on Nov 14, 2009 3:47:25 GMT -5
I have watched my father go through the Morg stages. Dizzyness. Foggy Brain. High blood pressure. Heart arythmia. Smoldering anger. Personality change. Inability to breath. Blood coming from his nasal passage. Hospitalization, where they poked and prodded and thought congestive heart failure, then some form of infection. Today, he was diagnosed with liver cancer.
I cannot speak with him about this. He won't even consider holisitic treatment let alone entertaining the sci-fi movie we're in.
He has no strength whatsoever. Labors when he's not sitting.
He will die soon.
Cancer will be the stated cause, but I know differently.
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Post by aqt on Nov 14, 2009 9:04:39 GMT -5
caban13, my heart breaks as I read your words of a story all too familiar with people these days.
I am so sorry for the fact that you and your father are suffering with this.
Please know that we are here for you. When I created this forum, I did it with the intention of researching and supporting.
If there is anything I can do......
Bless you
aqt
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Post by rafael25 on Nov 14, 2009 10:17:59 GMT -5
Dear Caban13 and Aqt,
I am very sorry about the news. Caban13, I shall keep you and your Daddy in my daily prayers. November is the most beautiful month to pray for friends, relatives, perfect strangers, people we never understood, the souls who lived long ago, and for hope. I have faith, and I know that it is never too late to embrace the Truth.
May we find peace amid the storm. Love, Mar.
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Post by caban13 on Nov 14, 2009 21:16:19 GMT -5
Thanks. Today is my parents 5oth wedding anniversary and we got them a room at a nice hotel in Santa Cruz. My father had to stop driving 30 minutes from his home due to dizziness.
They got there and are resting.
This morning, my kid spewed this black, tar/gel like substance out of his mouth. I know he has it as well. He's terrified of what he calls, "The Tickle Monster." He's only five. Now he flies into these serious rages almost all the time.
I had to leave my house because my ex thought I was nuts.
Sorry, I'm just getting frustrated, not with just this assemblage of disorders but the inability to do much, if not anything at all for my loved ones.
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Post by rafael25 on Nov 15, 2009 8:43:04 GMT -5
Dear Caban13, Our job is to love tenderly , and to love unconditionally. Our suffering strengthens our desire to love so fiercely. Today I'll pray for your intentions. May Love guide you always, Mar.
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Post by aqt on Nov 15, 2009 8:44:43 GMT -5
caban13, I just sent you an email with information to help you and your family!!
best wishes
aqt
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Post by mfromcanada on Nov 15, 2009 21:05:43 GMT -5
caban 13, Sorry to hear about your dad. Try Miracle Mineral Supplement may save his life or hemp oil, run for the cure rick hanson video. Bath kids in coarse salt every night.
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Post by caban13 on Nov 15, 2009 23:00:06 GMT -5
Thanks for all your support. My biggest challenge is that I am separated from my wife and have him two/three-days-a-week.
I have already run afoul with her because I used diluted Hydrogene Peroxide in his ear once to stave off an infection.
I am in a vulnerable place when it comes to giving him things like MMS. Part of our agreement to let me see him is to not give him anything without her permission. This included even vitamin D.
I'm not bitching, but I am simply stating that I have some serious challenges in dealing with this on a consistent basis, with everyone signed on, because obviously, we are not.
If I overstep my "treatments" with him, I could lose what custody I do have of him.
I do bathe him in salt baths when he is at my house, but that is only 2-3 days a week.
Anyway, that's where it's at.
Thanks again.
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Post by rafael25 on Nov 16, 2009 1:31:08 GMT -5
Hon,
I understand that this is your child of whom we are talking about, and that you are trying to protect him from as much suffering as it is possible. Your feelings are the feelings of a hero dad, God bless your heart. Caban, it is very important that you remember that when God closes a door, He opens a window. I see how partial custody is limiting your ability to try things on your child for his own benefit and well being, but you need to continue to have Hope. Try to discern if Hope is what is needed in your case so that you continue to 'play by the rules'. Remember, God seemed to have closed a door with the partial custody an that you can't decide on your own, but He opens a window because He always gives Hope and guidance.
I am sure that your child is full of meekness and sweetness. I am also sure that your child's suffering is helping people around him to purify their hearts. Your child's suffering is not in vain. It is good that you heal his skin, but it is better if you heal his heart. Tell him that God loves Him even when he suffers; that God loves him even if he has made a mistake, that God loves him even when he has being disobedient. God forgives everything, and in the same manner we should forgive everyone.
I think this terrible experience will edify your child. May God make him perfect in love and justice. God bless you and bring you peace.
Later gator, Mar.
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Post by sethbob on Nov 16, 2009 22:40:24 GMT -5
Caban; My father is dying too, recently had a stroke and has been down hill ever since. the sad part about it is that he has access to rife devices and aqua chi devices but has failed to use them to his advantage. I feel your pain, I too have been victimized by the family law courts and been made to subsidize strangers and given limited custody of my kids. I have a two year old daughter who I do my best to protect from the ravages or Morgellons. No one else in my immediate family takes this attack seriously. I have come to the conclusion when it comes to other adult human beings when they are ready they will come forward; but in the meantime its like Jesus said; "Let the dead bury the dead...." You and your kid are the only ones that you can control. To constantly bear the burden of someones else s suffering due to ignorance is debilitating indeed. Feel it , acknowledge it, then let it go. You have to be strong for yourself and your kid and you can't do that if you are worn out from mental anguish. Anything that does not kill you makes you stronger, maybe this is inappropriate what I am telling you but i just want you to get past this and get back to staying healthy as possible and informed as possible.
Your brother Sethbob
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Post by lilsissy on Nov 19, 2009 11:50:51 GMT -5
I am so sorry . My fathers death devastated me.
I know now he never really went to far for he stills hears me when I need him and has saved my life once.
Jen
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Post by sam on Nov 20, 2009 11:29:06 GMT -5
Hi Caban13,
So sorry to hear about your father and your child--
I remember full well everyone pointing to me as crazy when I insisted on putting my children in baths of chamomille. I cleaned the whole place with ammonia as well. To this day, I believe this is what helped them through much of this.
Is difficult when an spouse doesn't see and often this is the case--what than happens is we move on and often go into remmission thinking it is gone we involve ourselves again and the cycle returns. Problem is those that do not suffer the full effect do not realize what is happening. The only way to get others to see is testing everyone and finding a test that is valid to this--one that is real and not set forth to debunk.
I recall at one point before all the symptoms presented themselves, making a list--see I became very depressed--but it didn't make sense. I made the list to show myself how it didn't make sense or at least to answer the reason for my depression.
In the scope of things--I had no reason to be sad--I knew than that it was biological/chemical happenings inside me. Not my thoughts creating such but the chemicals/(now know it was morgs)creating the sadness.
I received a post not so long ago suggesting that we draw this condition to ourselves--in event blaming us. I considered it but than recalled this moment of the list and realized it was bs big time. Blame the victim, Blame the dead guy--it is all to easy especially when others of the human race play into the charade so well.
Keeping you in my prayers,
Sam
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Post by rafael25 on Nov 22, 2009 9:19:40 GMT -5
What a great joy is to say ' I have being given a Father'. Today I am thankful to life for all my relatives and friends. Today I want to contemplate on my blessings.
Love, Mar.
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Post by caban13 on Nov 29, 2009 18:39:40 GMT -5
Thanks for all of your support. I just spent most of the weekend with my father, who can barely walk from the bed (where he now spends most of his time) to the living room chair. He can barely remember what he wants to say or what he needs. He stumbles for words. He has no appetite. It's sad to watch his decline as Kaiser fumbles away at any conclusive diagnosis. They found "lesions" on his liver and were quick to call it "cancer" but then backed off the cancer prognosis. In the meantime, they have sold him (re insurance) thousands upon thousands of dollars worth of drugs that are entirely useless.
The worst part was that my own brain fog and dizzyness seemed worse when I left.
Again, thanks for all of your support, especially Sam, Sethbob and Aqt.
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Post by rafael25 on Nov 30, 2009 13:31:48 GMT -5
What about me? You don't thank me? I am your friend too! I was just thinking, I do not know where you live or if you have access to an Oriental Medicine Doctor, a specialist on Acupuncture and the Herbs, someone who is licensed here in the U.S. and in the state in which you and your Dad live. I know that the appetite and the neurological symptoms can be dealt with Acupuncture. Perhaps if your Dad can have the needles placed twice a week for half an hour, he might feel a little bit more comfortable and perhaps more alert and focused. I am no professional and I can't guarantee results but I even heard that a woman who suffered partial paralysis after a stroke, recovered and was able to walk after being treated with acupuncture. My two cents! Peace, Mar.
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Post by caban13 on Nov 30, 2009 13:42:26 GMT -5
Hi Rafael,
Didn't mean to exclude you. My father won't go near anything alternative unless his god, I mean doctor recommends it.
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Post by rafael25 on Nov 30, 2009 13:51:50 GMT -5
Aww, very sorry. Alright, I will keep you all in my prayers.
Peace, Mar.
ps: Aqt has being my friend now for a couple of years, and she knows all my struggles and the alternative things that I have tried. If she is around she might be able to give her two cents- she works with the elderly too, so she knows a lot.
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Post by caban13 on Dec 15, 2009 14:47:21 GMT -5
So the latest on my father continues to be depressing to say the least. Kaiser, in their complete and utter dysfunctionality continue to prolong, draw out and delay their "normal" testing on my father. He went in for a biopsy yesterday and it will take up to two weeks for them to determine what's going on with him. Even when they do, it will be of little use. They'll attribute it to some form of cancer and of course they'll be quick to hit him with chemo and x-ray.
In the meantime, he continues to suffer new maladies, the latest is his abhorrence towards food. He can't stand the way food tastes.
Meanwhile the brain fog and extreme chronic fatigue still plague him.
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Post by caban13 on Dec 27, 2009 11:42:35 GMT -5
The latest update . . .
My father's condition has worsened, despite the battery of pills he is swallowing on a continuous basis.
He can barely walk or even talk. His thoughts are getting more and more disconnected and food, according to him tastes like metal.
If he falls, needs assistance rising.
His feet swell, his skin is yellowed and jaundiced. His doctors have no idea what is wrong with him (of course) and now his mental capacity reflects someone with early onset Alzheimers, even though he has never been diagnosed for this at any given time.
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Post by mfromcanada on Dec 27, 2009 15:17:24 GMT -5
caban13, Very sorry to hear about your poor father and his suffering. I just read about mms2 and you can put this into a pill container so he will not know the difference, will not think it is not standard medicine. A lady from Vancouver told me she is trying it and having amazing results. This is being used by cancer patients and aids patients. I am going to try it very soon. I hope you can save your father's life with mms2. My thoughts are with you.
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Post by rafael25 on Dec 27, 2009 23:41:27 GMT -5
***THIS IS NOT MEDICAL ADVICE***THIS IS MY ANECDOTAL OBSERVATION*** Dear Caban,
It looks like your Daddy is having a chemical overload (poisoning). Livers can only metabolize a limited amount of drugs (pills) per day, even healthy weight lifters will tell you this. Perhaps he is overdosed.
Must doctors overdose patients because they can not gauge the organism's capacity to take the drugs and to metabolize them efficiently. Chances are some of the drugs need to be discontinue and doses should be readjusted. Medicine is a lot of a trial and error study. Besides, doctors give a wide range of drugs. Some drugs really regulate the functioning of one's body in order to avert an adverse reaction, but some drugs are just to give comfort to the patient, to numb the patient. The latter seem to me to be always of a very adverse and toxic nature.
In other words, it would be fair for the person to try to figure out how much discomfort one can take before using drugs for numbing effects, because their effect are usually counter productive.
You should take all those pills and run through a search for drug interactions and side effects.
Blessings,
Mar. ps: I am not a doctor.
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Post by lilsissy on Jan 12, 2010 16:28:49 GMT -5
How is you father and how are you Caban?
Jen
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