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Post by beammeup on Mar 6, 2010 19:35:04 GMT -5
Somewhat off topic but might help some: For almost a decade now I've been a truth seeker. no matter where it lead me. After extensive research I attempt to pass these truths sent to me on to others, hoping for conformation or substantive criticism the later never happened. It's been said that the truth will set you free but my experience has been quite the contrary!! The Truth has imprisoned me particularly in dealing with the morgellons issue! I really can't blame them as often I've heard some say if I had cancer I wouldn't want to know about it, would you? Having spent thousands of hours to date, micro-photographing, reading and documenting this affliction\infection\colonization I myself wished I had never been sent this task or all this info!!! I live now in a complete state of high anxiety seeing whats unfolding slowly but am powerless to stop it! I tried at first to warn those who I thought might see peril and had technology which might have been useful in at least documenting this travesty but no one to date has helped me! No vets,engineers,healers, no one period. I can only assume these people have been hardwired into the matrix already? I refrain now in telling anyone about this issue because it won't just ruin their day if they have a shred of heart left and two brain cells still operational with which to grasp, the whole problem which I'll admit I still can't completely grasp. The expense of the equipment needed to prove any of the things I've read, photographed, read here on these boards is monumental, and how is it to date NO ONE has offered any funding?? People fund save the whales but save themselves or all the species on earth I guess is a non-issue.? Gwen Scott once shared with me her take on the Matrix which made sense. The sub-psychological message was if you want to live in the truth you'll have to endure constant and insurmountable attacks from seemingly unbeatable sources and if your "the one" you'll survive. True you"ll have to live in a ship and eat gruel daily and constantly train Etc but you might then survive. much like look what they did to one of the only perfect people (Jesus) they crucified him so why bother, same psychology!!! At this point I'm so distraught. disgusted frazzled, disappointed, disenfranchised, bewildered, concerned, etc. I don't know what to do or how to fix this, if that's possible. I'm becoming comfortably numb and so cynical I think mankind deserves to be consumed by his own technology, but spare at least my son and x. With apologies beammeup
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Post by skyship on Mar 6, 2010 21:32:58 GMT -5
So profound and very heart rendering. This I believe is where we have to go but we have to rise above it. We have something they cannot take away. We still have hearts and a faith in the unknown, even though we cannot see or hear it, we can see and hear the evil, that is a first step for us. Now, what do we do about it?
Well, we try to make ourselves as healthy as possible, we move forward despite the sores, despite the control, and keep looking for their achilles heel, their weak spot, I think we can, I have no idea what it shall entail, but, there has to be one.
We are not seeing it,
Geneology wise, some of us are jewish, in gene only, not in practice, and we have been targeted. Resistance to heat shock protein 104 is one example. Blooms, Rothman-Thomson, and a couple of others.
Now, that is one fight we have, the other, is the techno and we are not integrating the artificial. So, both sides are after us? Why? What do we have? They want?
It seems to be outside of both avenues. When we start to get in tune with nature, real nature, see and hear the sights and sounds, day and night, sometimes walking at night, opens your eyes, you can tell the difference between satellites and stars and Venus.
Venus does not twinkle, yet is same whiteness as stars.
Satellites have a yellowish hue around them.
I give them the bird every once in a while, it does give me some satisfaction, for a while anyway.
In the stillness, sometimes things become very clear. History is written in the night sky, the histories of the big fights in the heavens.
And some that were on earth, their remains are written in the constellations.
So, to feel, have faith in that we cannot see, beyond the visible heavens or universe edge, there are other dimensions. That is where faith comes in. They can never take that away from us.
And, there can be dimensions running right along side of us, we are not aware of.
The Invisible is not only found in Nobel gases, it is found in other dimensions, ones we cannot see. These dimension are ones we as individuals can tap, if we see and hear the truth, just like you said, Jesus, but he was more, than what we have been told, just as is Satan, two sides, same coin, the Janus particle.
Satan may never reach the throne again, but he will control earth, NWO..
I do think an attempt is being made to reseat Lucifer? If the seat is empty, Jesus on the right, who is on the left? The main God in the center.
I think we need to think in terms of forgiveness, will it be Lucifer? or will it be Michael? Lets see there was an arc angel, and the angels of God, And the antichrist, will he be forgiven, to take the new seat, left vacant by Lucifer?
So, does this not have to do with gravity, zero point, and antigravity?
What do you think beam me up?
I think you are very intelligent, and you are frustrated, as many of us are, we want to know, but, is the knowing in what others have said, or what we discover ourelves?
I think it might be in what each of us discover ourselves, which will link us in to world wide connections, to those who see and hear, the truth. That link I believe is in thought and heart. No one can take that from any of us.
Thank you for sharing your feelings, thoughts, they mean a lot to us.
Skyship
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Post by skyship on Mar 6, 2010 23:03:07 GMT -5
oops, I didn't mean our elves, but then again, maybe? Elf An elf (plural elves) is a being of Germanic mythology. The elves were originally thought of as a race of divine or semi-divine beings (wights, vættir) endowed with magical powers, which they use both for the benefit and the injury of mankind. In pre-Christian mythology, they appear to have been divided into light elves and dark elves, difficult to delineate from the Æsir (gods) on one hand and the dvergar (dwarves) on the other. In early modern and modern folklore, they become associated with the fairies of Romance folklore and assume a diminutive size, often living underground in hills or rocks, or in wells and springs. 19th-century Romanticism attempted to restore them to full stature, often depicting them as youthful-seeming men and women of great beauty. From their depiction in Romanticism, elves entered the 20th-century high fantasy genre in the wake of the publications of J. R. R. Tolkien, especially the posthumous publication of his Silmarillion where Tolkien's treatment of the relation of light elves, dark elves, black elves and dwarves in Norse mythology is made explicit. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elfwell, did we know this, about the elves? The little people, we understand the giants, or do we, but what about the little people? and the myths that surround them? References to Lord of the Rings.... Why was that movie made? To tell us about the little people below the earth, or the ones at the surface or others? makes you wonder about things, myths, and why they still linger. just a little roadtrip to the land of the elves. Skyship
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Post by aqt on Mar 7, 2010 16:39:48 GMT -5
beammeup, we are here for you..
Thank you for writing what all of us are feeling...you truly are not alone in your thinking....
Please consider NAET or BioSET treatment to assist you with many symptoms of this monster.
99% of my 70 symptoms are gone
I still have facial lesions...am currently treating them with a baking soda paste...yeoooowww...it burns but I believe it is drying them out and heling them at an incredible rate...will report back on subject soon and update.
sky, you are my hero.
aqt
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Post by beammeup on Mar 11, 2010 19:37:23 GMT -5
Skyship: Please have them warm the the room from where you are kept, from lets say absolute zero to perhaps - 100 f so that I at least can catch up!! Is that elf or E.L.F. AQT : Thankyou for your concern but I have been damaged far more psychologically than the physical symptoms you may have encountered!! If you had taken before and after photo's of your skin, blood , hair, nasal excrements and urine excretions which proved a change for the better I'd be on board. These conditions have not changed by my continued observations? A new and disturbing observation: About a month or two ago I meet a friend who had a friend who physically looked at blood for a living. I had prayed for sometime now to meet someone like this and now was my chance. I asked if he would looked at some of the photo's I had taken and stated I would appreciate his opinion, He agreed. After about 20 or so photo's of things he said he couldn't identify it became clear that he had not one shred of curiosity as too where these photo's came from (my own blood) or what the heck he was looking at. I remain shellshocked to this day and want all to be aware that those who you think maybe looking at your blood seem to be hardwired already into the system and any true concern or inquiry into things that should register as abnormal will be shrugged off as whatever, of no concern!!?? beammeup as soon as possible
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Post by skyship on Mar 11, 2010 23:08:03 GMT -5
beammeup,
Wow, it seems these people like the geologists who want to start a geo program to change the atmosphere. Where have they been? I guess they never look up, and the lab workers have no idea what is going on next door to them. So, compartmentalized!
Like you say brainwashed and hard wired.
skyship
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Post by aqt on Mar 12, 2010 6:59:05 GMT -5
beammeup, just to let you know, I was physically dying before I found bioset.
It took away severe joint pain, brain fog, fatigue, night sweats, vomiting, diarrhea, chills, migraines, photosensitivity, itchy eyes, runny nose, dry mouth, swollen glands, thyroid problems, adrenal gland problems, lungs, liver, kidneys, pancreas, all of my glands, some systems not working properly but are now. I had over 70 symptoms.
The symptom I still have are the facial lesions and the baking soda paste is working wonders on drying it and clearing them up!!!!
PLEASE consider BioSET or NAET
I am becoming a practitioner by end of Oct. Over 400 people I've sent to the practitioner have come back with incredible results.
What if it would work for you and you don't go?
You would be biting off your nose to spite your face. PLEASE take my advice and try it...it can't hurt and it will only help.
I get discouraged when people ask for help, I give them the answer and they don't listen...
The ones that did are glad that they listened.
I can lead a horse to water but I cannot make him drink.
Best wishes
aqt
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Post by aqt on Mar 12, 2010 8:20:30 GMT -5
beammeup, here is a pic of me at the height of my illness Here is a pic of me now I am better physically, mentally and emotionally. I wish the same for you. Sincerely, aqt
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